School. College. Friends. Family. Problems. Homework. Scholarships. Applications. Decisions. The future. The past. Responsibilities. Saying no. Saying yes. Commitments. Mentors. Losing friends. Feeling far away. Overwhelmed. Wanting to read, but not having time to. Wanting to fall asleep all the time. Dreaming about a vacation. Counting the days until summer. Until graduation (134). Bible studies. Church. Trying not to forget appointments. Having to "fit in" time with people I love. Work. Student loans (equals debt forever cause my job won't make money!). Trying to make people happy. Realizing that you can't. Looking for love and finding that I already have it. Walking through the halls of my high school. Letting go of people because they let go of you. Struggling to find the words. Finding the wrong words.

God.