Venting.

I just need somewhere to vent. Don't hold it against me.

I hate losing friends. I'm sick of it. Is there something wrong with me? I don't get it. I try hard, probably too hard most of the time. And yet, I'm always the one who "gets dumped" and I'm the one who ends up missing the friend. So obviously it's something wrong with me.

I'm sick of people who think they're better than me. Whether it's because they're older or smarter or more mature. I don't care. You're not. If you were you wouldn't think you were.

I'm sick of caring about what other people think about me. I'm never going to have 100% approval so I just quit.

I'm sick of trying and failing.

I just need to change a lot of things in my life.